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"Hiking the Inca Trail"
~ Journal Eclipse Galapagos 1998
~ Journal South America 1996
Guardian of the Maya Tree
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"Chronology of Pre-Columbian Cultures"
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"The Incas"
"Reflections on Pre-Columbian
Culture and Religion" ~ Slides
for Pre-Columbian Cultures
"Neighbors of Antiquity"
~ Pictures South America
~ Pictures Mexico ~ Pictures
Central America
Synopsis of Inca Dove
Inca Dove unravels Inca mysteries as Muriel Tyler faces her own mortality while adventuring her spirit on a journey to South America. This is my third novel. I came up with the plot during my journey through the Yucatan in 1990, though the idea had been with me for several years.
Chapter
1
“My wife’s missing!” Dressed in pleated chinos from Land's End and a Fila T-shirt, Steve Tyler stood barefoot at the kitchen counter gripping the phone, rankled with worry.
He explained to the officer at
the South Phoenix Precinct that during
fifteen years of marriage his wife had always
told him where she was going and certainly
when she’d be back. Until last
evening. Muriel hadn’t returned
home. And, at three in the morning, she was still gone.
The
day before, Steve
had suspected something was
wrong. Muriel hadn’t called him
at work,
as she usually did, just to say hello, or to ask what he’d like for dinner, or
to have him run an errand on his way home from work at Intel, which he was always happy to do.
Then, when he got home, she wasn’t in the kitchen waiting for him,
along with the kids.
Diner hadn't even been started. In fact, Kristen was still
in day care, as Steve quickly learned from the answering machine, and Kevin was
outside playing with neighborhood friends.
Those older boys he shouldn’t be playing with.
Kevin
had no idea why his mother wasn’t home that afternoon, but he seemed
unconcerned until Steve questioned him with unusual intensity.
Then Kevin grew upset and caused Kristen to cry on their way home from
Kindercare. To top it off, while
Steve threw together a hot dog and potato chip dinner, the children whined about their mother, asking endless questions until Steve ordered them
to stop.
Immediately,
he chided himself. How could he
snap at the children, his own babies who were just as worried as he was?
They had every right to be concerned and he had no business adding to
their confusion by shouting at them.
In
desperation, Steve called Beverly Sanders, one of Muriel’s best friends.
Under most circumstances, Steve never thought much about Beverly, except that she was someone Muriel called during the week, or
occasionally met for lunch or a movie. Bev
was a single mom, so he had never socialized with her as he and Muriel did with
their “couple” friends. She was
just Muriel’s friend, the only person he thought of calling during the escalating
crisis.
“Oh,
she was probably shopping then went to a late movie,” Beverly had suggested
in her calm reassuring voice, one that Steve always found peculiar for a woman
who suffered through an ugly divorce and then struggled to manage three teenager boys.
“Knowing her,” Beverly continued, “she probably needed a break.
She’ll be all right. Don’t
worry. She's 37.”
Steve couldn’t help but worry. Especially as the hours passed and Muriel failed to call home. And she wasn't at any of the hospital emergency rooms, he had already called every one in the city, twice. At moments he grew angry. Then afraid.
“When did you last see
her?” The officer's voice sounded
calm, calculating. This disturbed
Steve. The situation demanded
urgency.
“This
morning,” Steve stated, his brow moist with sweat.
He remembered Muriel’s face as he left for Intel yesterday morning. Had he had kissed her?
What had she said to him? He
thought a moment, feeling sick because he couldn’t distinguish that morning
from any other. They all jumbled together, fifteen years of inseparable
mornings with the same person.
“Yesterday
morning, you mean,” the voice questioned. The door bell suddenly rang.
Holding the cordless phone, Steve ran to the door, stumbling over Kristin’s roller blades along the way.
The Tyler home, like a typical Phoenix house, had ledges and vaulted ceilings with no doors between the kitchen, dining room and the Arizona room – the Phoenician family room. The kids often strewed a path of toys, clothes, books and cards from their bedroom to the back sliding doors out to the pool. This habit had always irritated Muriel. She battled the family endlessly for their untidiness, by bribing them or gathering everything up as she walked from room to room.
Lately, Steve
realized as he reached for the front door, his wife had stopped correcting everyone’s
sloppy habits,
especially his own. She had stopped
picking up until Steve himself got firm with the kids and straightened up
the house. Yes, changes had
been going on lately, changes he hadn’t thought about, until now.
Until Muriel was missing.
Beverly
stood outside the door, dressed in a white baggy gingham pant suit.
Steve felt disappointed.
He had hoped Muriel would appear; even if she were drunk.
He
motioned inside the short woman
with tight red curls,
inviting her to sit at the dining room table.
“I think my
wife had some kind of class today,”
“Where
was that?” the officer asked.
“At the Community Center or something,” he looked at Beverly. He had called her five times that day, to help check hospital emergency rooms, and most recently to come over and help with the police investigation.
“The
Phoenix Center,” Beverly corrected. She set her large cloth purse on the bare Ethan
Alan table. Rather
than her buoyant self, Beverly looked tired, hastily dressed and without her blue eye-shadow,
though she had on red lipstick.
“Does
she work?” the officer asked.
“Well,
sort of.” Steve sat at the
dinning table, motioning Beverly to sit across from him.
“She’s a bookkeeper. Works
a few hours a week for the neighborhood Blockbuster and she volunteers for some
local charity.”
“What’s
that?”
“Local
charity.”
“What’s the name of the charity.”
“Oh,
The Flow From The Heart Foundation, or some such name.
She’s got brochures around here somewhere.
Anyway. Why don’t you
people send someone out here… now,” Steve demanded, his patience had swiftly subsiding.
“Wait
a minute, Mr. Tyler. What
was the condition of the house when you arrived home?
Anything missing?”
“My
wife’s missing!”
“Yes,
I understand. Sir, anything else
gone from the house? Her clothes? Jewelry? Television?”
Steve
went to the kitchen counter and gleaned the Arizona room. He looked back at Beverly.
She would know what to say. “Yes,”
he said at last. “The
Explorer’s gone.”
“Could
you describe it?”
Steve
described their new willow green Ford Explorer purchased during Super Bowl
Sunday, a few weeks earlier. On
that day, he and Muriel spent hours negotiating the deal – he, the hardball,
she the pushover making Steve appear un-budging.
No way was Muriel a pushover, though.
She could play hardball if she wanted to.
In purchasing the Explorer, they had worked together – their marriage at its best. They had
stuck to their offer and won, and Muriel was proud of him.
And whenever Muriel adulated Steve, he felt truly accomplished.
In many ways,
she was his measure of success.
They had left the dealership parking lot during the kickoff between the Cowboys and Stealers. The negotiating had taken too long. And Steve had felt rushed, stupidly disappointed that he wasn’t plastered in front of the television.
“You’ll see the
rest of the game when we get home,” Muriel had said. “Besides, how could the
first minute matter, anyway? Don’t
they always prolong the end, second by second?
Inch by inch?” She had
been so patient, he remembered, but she really didn’t care about the
game.
Now, as Steve glanced at
Beverly sitting at the dining room table, Super Bowl Sunday seemed so trivial.
How could he have cared so much about missing the kickoff?
“Her
suitcases?” the officer interrupted Steve’s thoughts.
“Suitcases?” Steve felt shocked. He did not want to face the possibility that she intentionally left him. There had been no clues, no warnings. She simply couldn't have done that.
He looked in the bedroom closet and said on the phone, “What
about suitcases?”
“Are
they gone?”
“Of
course not. Even her purse is here
on the bedroom dresser, where she always leaves it.
Look officer, my wife’s been kidnapped.
Yes… I think there’s been,”
“What
makes you think that Mr. Tyler?”
“She’d
never stay out this late. She never
goes anywhere without her purse. Please,
you’ve got to send someone over to take prints or something.”
Steve returned to the dining area, his eyes tearing. He hadn't realized until then that she had not taken her purse. He hadn't even noticed it. His head began to pound.
Kevin suddenly appeared at the arched hallway threshold, in view of the dining table. He was pale with concern.
“What’s going on?” the boy of 14 asked, groggily rubbing his eyes.
“Nothing.”
Beverly went over to usher him back toward his bedroom.
“Where’s
mommy? When’s she coming home?”
“We
don’t know sweetheart,” Beverly answered while Steve stood speechless.
“For now there’s nothing you can do except be brave and go back
to bed.”
“Is
mommy dead?” the boy asked, trying to be brave.
“Oh
no, no, Kevin. She’s just out a
little late tonight. Maybe she’s
playing hooky or something.” Beverly
tried summoning courage for herself and everyone around.
Her own three children were nearly out of the house – thank God – and
she had been brave for them ever since her husband left five years earlier.
Deep inside, however, she feared the worst.
A surge of panic took hold, one she hadn’t felt since Bill asked
for the divorce. Her world had
crumbled then, but she had pulled her family together as she now must do for the
family of her best friend.
Nothing
terrible has happened, Beverly told herself as she tucked Kevin in bed. The
crisis was a false alarm. Muriel
probably took a drive to Tucson for the night.
She had been acting moody lately, as if her hormones were out of control.
Once, she had even confided in Beverly that her life with Steve had
become routine and empty. No, “vacuous.”
That was the word she
used. A vacuous life. It had sounded terrible.
Beyond
repair..
“I need a fling or something,” Muriel had
confessed, rather flippantly. They
had been lunching at the newly opened Coffee Plantation off Warner and 48th
Street, next to the new Reay’s Market Gourmet Groceries.
“You
can’t be serious. It’s a
mid-life thing. Steve’s a great
husband and wonderful father,” Beverly recalled saying, almost stupidly.
Murial's confession had shocked her, it was so unexpected.
She’d always viewed Steve and Muriel as the perfect couple, destined to
be together throughout their lives.
“Thirty-seven is not middle-aged!” Muriel had insisted, her large blue eyes serious and determined. Murial was going through something, Beverly thought back, some kind of emotional phase.
“Kids
can be rough,” Beverly had told Muriel, feeling uncomfortable giving advice. “Especially teenagers.
But Steve’s so supportive.
Look at me. Alone with three
monsters pulling me in every direction. Bill
was a bum. I only wish I’d left
him first.”
“I know. I admire your stamina.”
Muriel’s look, Beverly recalled, had seemed plastic, insincere as if she were merely saying
what anyone would say – rather than what she felt.
Did she really admire my stamina, Bev wondered?
Or had she thought me a fool for not fighting for a better settlement, or
for clinging to a worthless man.
“I
guess it’s just extended PMS,” Muriel concluded.
“Doesn’t menopause start about now?”
“Don’t
be silly,” Beverly said. “And
don’t let your age determine anything. Take
another class. Take on more hours
of work. Just don’t let the kids
or any routine bog you down. Take a trip....”
Beverly turned out the light to Kevin's room as the words, “take a trip,” ran through her mind. What had she suggested to Muriel? Had she inspired her friend of seven years to take that trip? To flee her family?
Offering
Muriel advice
had felt strange in the first place. It wasn’t something Beverly usual gave. If anything, Muriel had always offered suggestions,
concerning Beverly’s
messed-up romantic interests. Protective, in
fact. There to say this guy is too self-absorbed or that one too unreliable or
too aggressive or even too nice.
“A man too nice has this flip side,” Muriel had said.
“a very abusive flip side.” How
Muriel knew so much about men, with only Steve in her life, Beverly wasn’t
sure. But Muriel was wise.
She knew a lot about human nature, probably because she suffered through
her mother’s death. It seemed
some people were just better at figuring out life than others.
Muriel was. Beverly
wasn’t.
Beverly shut
the door to Kevin’s room. The weary and frightened boy had already
drifted back asleep.
Minutes
later, two police officers arrived at the Tyler house, a young blond man and a robust black
woman. An odd partnership, Steve
noted.
The
officers went through every room of the house.
They checked the garage, all the windows, and they even searched
around the yard with flashlights. Then they
searched Muriel’s purse in the master's bedroom, together with Steve, concluding that
all her money or credit cards were intact.
As far as Steve could tell, no jewelry or make-up was gone from her
dresser, their bank accounts and credit accounts hadn’t been touched in the
past week, and no one had disturbed any of her clothes or nightgowns neatly
folded in the drawers. Nothing
was out of place.
She had simply vanished without a trace.
“What
was she wearing when you last saw her,” the young blond officer, Patrick
Nelson, asked.
The
question distressed Steve. No
matter how hard he tried, he couldn't remember what she had been wearing when he last saw
her, yesterday morning. And
he couldn't stop thinking about that moment.
“She might have been in a T-shirt, one with the flute player, Kokapelli, or some kind of Hopi design. She likes Native American designs.
And jeans, but I’m not sure. She
likes to buy clothes… has so many I don’t know what’s new when she first
wears it. That sometimes annoys
her. She wants me to notice things,
I know she does. But then when I do offer a compliment, she doesn't
believe I'm sincere. 'Oh, this old thing…’
she'll say. Isn’t that incredible?”
He looked at the officers.
“No,
Mr. Tyler, not really,” Nelson sympathetically replied.
“It’s usual. Just keep
thinking about what she might’ve been wearing and give us a call when you
remember. So,” the officer wrote
in his report, “you say she’s 37, 5’4”, about 130-135.”
“That’s
right. Light brown hair, silky down
her back – she wears it long for me.”
Steve grinned. Muriel
had indeed said, several times, “I wear my hair long just for you,
Steven.”
“Curly?
Wavy?”
“Some
waves, though she often wears a single French braid.
She’s good at doing it herself,” he added. “Braiding, that is.”
“Birthmarks?
Any distinguishing marks? A
mole on the face? Scars?”
“Not
that I can think of.” Steve visualized his wife’s naked body. He suddenly felt stripped to his essence, standing before the
officers. He had been lackadaisical
about understanding his wife. And
now, she may be dead somewhere and he'd never be able to tell her how much he
really loved her. That she was his heart beat, his reason for doing everything he did.
“Well,”
Steve added, sighing to keep away tears, “She’s got a kind
of mole by her right nostril. At
least
she’s always complaining about one growing there and wanting to have it
removed. I never would’ve notice
if she hadn’t pointed it out.”
“OK,”
the black woman jotted down the detail. “Brown
mole.”
“No
white, I guess...”
“White
mole on right nostril,” the woman said. “Anything
else?”
“Oh,
well. There's one more thing. She’s a double D cup. Very
large chest. Kind of a burden to
her, in fact...” Steve noticed that the black woman, officer Snider, had very large
breasts. He looked aside, adding,
“She’s a beautiful woman, Officers. Please
bring her home.”
“We’ll
do the best we can. Meanwhile, try
and recall any details from when you last saw her… or any clues as to what
might have happened or where she might have gone.
We get calls about missing adults several times a day, Mr. Tyler. Lots are marital spats – a husband or wife takes off for a
few days. Did you check with her
parents?”
“Her
dad lives in Portland and her mom’s dead.”
“Called
him?”
“Don’t
want to worry the old man. He’s
seventy now. Not in too good of
health.”
“Anyway,
Mr. Tyler,” said officer Snider, “the police can only do so much. That’s a fact. The
rest is up to you.”
“But
this is not like her. We never
have any serious fights. Just small
arguments. You know how women
are. She didn't think I talked enough about my job.”
Steve looked at the officers who quietly listened. “I probably don’t… but there’s nothing interesting
about being an engineer. Why
trouble her, you know?”
“I’m
sure that’s true,” Officer Snider said.
“Sir, did you find her wedding ring on the dresser or somewhere around
the house?”
“Of
course not. She never takes it off.
Never has since the day I placed it on her finger.”
“Fine,
Mr. Tyler. Just asking. In cases like this we have to check every possibility.”
Nelson
looked at his partner for a moment and said.
“It is odd that the car’s gone with no signs of a break-in and all
her other things are left untouched.” He
turned to Steve, who now leaned against the dining room wall, his fingers
wiggling in agitation.
Beverly
patiently sat at the dining table, waiting to
help out. When Steve and the officers returned to the kitchen, she offered
to make some coffee, which the officers politely accepted.
“Did
your wife ever drive anywhere on the spur of the moment, without her purse?”
Nelson asked, after taking a sip of the rich fresh ground coffee. “Great coffee,” he added to lighten the mood.
“Beats the crap down at the precinct.”
“No.
She never drove off without her purse.
Never,” Steve insisted.
“Sure?
The grocery store? For gas?”
“Yes,
I’m sure,” Steve said, angrily, and he seldom grew angry, except during
heated meetings at Intel, and rarely with Muriel.
“I always buy the gas,” he said, in a calmer tone, tying to
make it through the interview. After all, the officers were there to help him find his missing wife,
not to implicate him in a crime, he told himself. “Besides,
she keeps her money in her purse. And her purse is here with all her money and credit cards.
Even her driver’s license. Now
why would she be driving without her driver’s license?”
“All
right. All right, Mr. Tyler,”
Snider said. “Be patient. Calm. Anger
never helps matters. Look, give us
a call if you come up with anything. Anything
at all.”
The
officers set their coffee on the dining room table, gathered up their briefcase
and left the house.
Steve
stood at the front door as the police car pulled away.
Neighbors, he assumed, were watching.
When would he tell everyone that Muriel was gone?
He’d have to ask neighbors if they saw her leave, it occurred
to him, though he dreaded the thought of going from house to house.
“My wife’s missing,” he imagined saying.
“Oh? Well, come on in… care for some tea?”
Some of the neighbors he hadn’t even met. Fine way to get acquainted.
He
felt helpless for the first time since he was a small boy and his younger
brother fell from the school yard slide, breaking his arm.
He could do nothing at that time but stand there and watch his mother
gather up her screaming child. But
his mother was not here for him. No
one was – except maybe Beverly. Thank
god Beverly was here, he thought as he returned to the kitchen to see what she
was doing.
He
would not go to work that day, he had already decided, and probably wouldn’t
go for the rest of the week. Rather,
he himself would drive around to every hospital or place Muriel frequented and
look for clues to her whereabouts. But
first, he would make sure Beverly took care of the kids until Muriel returned.
Then he would drive the Taurus to his parent’s house in Sun City West.
Muriel had always been close to his mother, a fact he forgot to mention
to the police.
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